poh eng seems to be in a very bad mood recently.. i wonder how she find the courage to smile everyday and still seem so happy.. when im in a bad mood i juz cant smile and be happy sia.. ok la.. there were times when im suppose 2 b sad n sulkin but i went crazy.. mayb that's a new way to cheer myself up ba.. but when i laugh, my heart ached too. but lucky recently mood is beta.. though occasional mood swings but ya.. mayb cos i've decided to well.. let my mother be..i cant stop the way she tinks juz like she cant stop the way i tink correct?
BaoBei will ask how come i moody dun tell him reason.. sometimes i oso dun noe how 2 say out my feelings.. sometimes i say half way den i oso dun noe wat im talkin abt.. sometimes will sound very contradicting.. lol.. juz hard 2 express out wat im reali feeling oso.. but yeap, i noe BaoBei is tryin to make me open up more..
but i've decided, i need 2 communicate out my feelings, fears and happiness oso! cos i wan my r/s wif BaoBei, my friendship wif Poh Eng and terence to work..!! n recently tings wif Yen Ching seems beta.. though we're not as close, but reali reali glad that we are honest wif each other nowadays.. wanna meet up wif her soon! our shopping and neo taking date is long over due! lol.. =p but as i was saying.. i need 2 communicate ba.. cos tt's e key to hold a r/s 2gether, be it frdship, bgr, fam... watever r/s it is, communication oso super impt.. but saying dis, how 2 improve my communication sia!
but i oso realised its always cos im alone wif nth 2 do den i'll start to tink of nonsense.. whenever im on e fone, all my unhappiness seem to vanish oso.. like ytd, was gettin emo n moody, aft BaoBei called, everyting vanished.. i couldn't explain 2 him y i was moody oso.. weird! oh well.. ydt ting not impt le... yeap..
Poh Eng ar.. our frdship reali means a lot 2 much! so i wanna be there for u when u're down oso.. rem wat we agreed on 2day hor! ^^ yeap.. i wan our frdship 2 last till forever!! ^^
BaoBei.. i promised i'll change for u..i'll try my best to tell u my feelings okie..? but i scared tings i say will get u upset sia.. haix.. but yeap i noe u rather i tell u.. den keep 2myself.. so i'll tell u... ^^ muacks.. i love you.. i wan our r/s to last.......
Hakuna Matata ; 8:32 AM
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