♥Wednesday, February 21, 2007
updates..
seriously.. there's so much to blog..!! but dun noe can rem everyting not.. lol.. like every1 noes, my memo is reali terrible! haha.. 2day mornin forgot 2 eat my med, lucky dad reminded me in e lift sia.. haha.. ytd went out 4got wear my ring.. aiyo.. im not gonna remove my ring le ba! haha. but den again, i tink i shld reali reali go improve my memo!!!
any suggestions or remedy for this old brain of mine? lol. its seriously gettin bad! sigh...
anyway, i went to ah yen's blog juz now.. saw her sad entry.. kinda brought back unhappy memories.. this was wat's running in my head,"how do ppl kind their rs so strong and full of life?!" seriously.. how come r/s aft a while tings so stale.. (or wat's best to describe it?) juz no life ba.. is it cos the guys tink tt since they already won e girl's heart den they shld not do much anymore..? im not tryin to be sexist here ba.. i guess guys do get hurt oso.. but they dun show, or rather cos they choose their pride n not to say.. aiya~ im not makin sense again.. zzz.. but i guess it takes 2hands 2 clap ba!
ah yen, jia you wif ur rs! you all can do it de.. sort it out, dun keep 2urself like wat i did.. cos at e end of the day, both will suffer de.. i've always admire ur courage in r/s so jia you okie?! i'll always support u n ur choice.. ^^
CNY was pretty boring, except the part where i got 2 see my BaoBei, Poh Eng and Bee Ting! haha.. of cos got 2 see my relatives la.. haha.. but i seriously dislike to go 2 my dad's side fam.. not cos i dun like any1 or wat.. but there's a lot of inner hatred among e ppl.. aiyo~ den to me, every1 seem so fake.. sometimes i dun noe wat 2 believe.. to believe wat i see or wat i hear.. anyway, all i did was juz sit ard, stick to ppl ard my age ba.. its safer..
dun understand wat so nice abt habouring anger.. i admit sometimes i oso juz flare up.. but den i tink anger will onli make us more sad, more depressed wif life.. n seriously, even my mum side oso has conflicts.. but mostly all got a common dislike person.. lol.. i used 2 very fed up wif e person oso, but den i tink make myself so angry for wat sia.. not even worth it.. haha.. ok, im crapping again.. LOL.. i've gone crazy..ytd, towned wif Poh Eng n Bee Ting~! haha.. so fun la.. ok la.. sorry ar always usin my hp.. haha.. but reali had a fun time esp takin neoprint~ lol.. next time go take again okie!? haha.. but i need 2 lose wt liao!! i need 2 get back my determination tt i had in sec 2/3~!!! (juz came back fr joggin session wif them not long ago.. wahahah~) they were lookin at my past photos haha.. make me feel im super fat now nar! haha.. but nvm, they laugh, every1 happy can le.. hehehe~ aft shoppin went to catch Norbit. haha.. was super funny nor e show.. ok la, some parts reali gross though.. lol.. n so qiao, BaoBei went to cine to catch his show oso.. manage 2 chat wif him a while! haha.. so happy.. n bee ting finally saw how he look like.. lol.. her 1st comment was, "much beta den e last time 1..." lol.. n bee ting ar, ppl taste can change sia! haha.. now i prefer guai guai type le.. tired of hearin bad comments fr frdx oso ma.. haha.. i'll get defensive... tiring 2 always defend when sometime i myself oso agree to wat ppl say.. so get a guai type of guy oso beta hehe~ yeapyeap.. anyway, BaoBei said sorry didnt talk 2 my frdx.. haha.. so Poh Eng n Bee Ting, dun mind hor~! he quite shy wif ppl he dun noe oso ba.. yeap..
lata gonna meet BaoBei again~ haha.. excited sia.. lol.. but recently reali get 2 see him quite often nar.. haha.. but happy 2 see him.. cos each time, he'll reali pamper me sia.. haha.. like last nite meet him, he noe i hungry buy sandwich for me 2 eat! haha.. bought my fav ice lemon tea oso! so swt!
muacks muacks! ^^ e previous nite oso, noe i moody den bought me choc to let me munch to feel beta.. n my ice lemon tea! haha..
swt swt swt~ thank a lot BaoBei.. i love you..2day start of classical le.. kinda sad tt BM0084 end le.. though was always complaining but all the fun times in there reali made up for e hardship.. yup..
reali hope e frdship bond there wun end~ still owe Si Yan & frdx a kbox session.. haha.. n e group shld ju yi ju oso~! haha.. hope 2 see them ard sch sometimes.. yup.. hope they'll have tt chalet in e 2wks of hols! haha.. den can gather 2gether again le.. yeap..
hopin our class chalet wld also work out.. haha.. currently stil findin way 2 book e chalet.. lol.. but reali lookin forward to it!! haha..
Hakuna Matata ; 11:56 AM
