wow.. dad sounds super fierce while talkin to mum.. seriously i noe how mother feels.. she noe wat she's suppose 2 do.. juz lack e confidence in herself.. but i understand dad's frustrations in tryin to get her confidence up.. hmm.. tt muz b wat BaoBei feels to me sometimes.. sigh.. But.. how 2 improve n increase one's own confidence? been timid since young.. tt's not a excuse i noe.. but how?! i wan to change.. for myself n for BaoBei.. where 2 start sia.. sigh...
life is juz so confusin sometimes.. when u tink tt everyting is goin very smoothly.. sth will juz screw up n living u confused n lost again.. hmm.. read "Rosie Dunne" aka "Where rainbows end" Rosie felt tt way.. ppl always say, "do wat u tink is rite" but how will on noe if they're doin e rite ting anot?! i mean they may do sth which they tink is rite, but it may turn out screwin up other tings.. making u wonder if you did e rite ting.. every decision can b so life changing sia.. i made a life changing decision.. n im happy now.. life's been very good so far.. mayb tt's y im fearing tt sth bad will happen 2 screw it up.. sigh.. mayb im being 2 pessimestic again.. shall not tink so much le.. have 2 juz enjoy life while i can ^^
cant wait for tml lunch session wif Xiao Wei Jie.. ^^ wed gg out wif poh eng for chillin out session.. lol.. happy happy ^^
BaoBei.. hope u'll get well soon~! so heart pain hear u so sick.. rest well tonite.. n have fun tml if u go out.. muacks muacks!! i love you loads.. ^^ thinkin of u, brings all my unhappiness n troubles away.. u bring smiles to my face.. i miss u~!!
Hakuna Matata ; 10:13 PM
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