suicide.. tt's a word that many would say *esp my parents* choy! okie, i understand no parents would wanna lose their child n all... n yes, many would say its a selfish tot..
but everyone is selfish aren't day? as in no matter how good a person is, im sure there's a small part of them wantin to b selfish... i admit even myself sometimes get selfish tots...
anw, i've side track.. lol.. i tink there's a part in everyone's life that the word "suicide" pops up in their minds..*so did mine...* though compared to others tt period of mine seems very very trival.. but it still hurts..
many times, i reali looked out of e window n tink.. i juz need 2 jump off tt window, n its e end.. rite? all e pain, sufferings, sadness gone~ but at tt pt, im a coward, im scared to die.. n used 2 tink those tt end their life are brave, esp those that cut wrist 2 die *cos im scared of blood*, die painfully are brave.... but now, believe in this, "it takes courage to end one's life, but it takes a lot more courage to live on n face the hardships in life..."!
so to my frdx, no matter how tough everyting seems, *yes i noe i dun noe how u all are feeling, or understand* but its still impt 2 live on.... though sometimes life seems meaningless *i feel that a lot of the time*, there's still hope... Jia You Jia You!!
Hakuna Matata ; 5:09 PM
♥WELCOME
welcome to piano-sparks corner
♥theWOMAN
amanda*
full time serving the society
♥theRESOLUTIONS
** more confidence
** more grateful
** be happier
** 2nd upper class!!
