i've heard mayu darl and poing mentioning how much they miss HSBC... at 1st i don't think i miss that place as much as they do... but aft today~ i reali miss that place~ i missed it a lil aft leaving... but i miss it a lot a lot a lot now!!! im reali slow huh? lol~
i miss the kind ppl there~ i miss the fun n laughter... i miss my mentor cuteness, swt and patience... i miss my managers "lame-ness".... i even miss comtech food~ esp the yong tau foo.. though im quite sure the car park canteen is no more... i miss rushin to work~ at least im not dragging myself so much as i do now.... i miss catching the comtech bus... i miss seeing my mentor smile n colleagues jokes... n kindness... i miss everyting!!!
i dun noe why i hate this place so much~ but i do!! every mornin im so so so so tempted to call in sick n take the day off.... but the guilt will stop me... guilt cos i'll be lyin... that's it... i dun feel bad that no1 will be there to help them... cos i feel redundant there... even JW oso feel that its boring there~ it shld be a good ting that there's nth to do~ but its not!! haha~ n i hate it when the fone rings!!! i dun ever wanna work in a cust service line.... cos working here feels that way~ zzz!!
1 more ting.. i noe i am slow... but den at HSBC... i didnt feel that im useless... but here... some particular person makes me feel tt im stupid~ zzz!! i noe i shld not let other ppl affect me... but it does~!! but the worst ting is... i dun tink she has the freaking rite to make me feel that way... mayb im too sensitive... but.... zzz!!! e sight of her totally spoils my day~
if onli im smart enough to start my own biz... haha!!! *day-dreams...
7 more days.. it seems short... but it feels so long to me!!! seriously... i hate it there!!!
Hakuna Matata ; 10:27 PM
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