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♥Saturday, May 17, 2008

DA PAN JI~

haha!! so today I finally got to try the highly recommended da pan ji... from alex picture in his blog, I NEVER expect it to be really that big!! haha~ though I did not show~ but when it came I am really shocked and wondered how the hell are we gonna finish it!! haha!! but we did~ thanks to poing, who ate most of the noodle~ n poing, you said I was in charge of the chicken with a lot of bones ma~ so I listened! haha!! my plate was really full of bones! LOL~
I thought the dish was nice ar! its really not salty sia~ but I did think it is spicy at the beginning~ haha! mayb cause I ate the side with a lot of chili~ LOL!! I like the noodles! LOL~

so den we had to digest so we walked to city hall.. and under Poing strong persuasion & alex agreement that the shoe is nice, I bought the shoes I saw at robinsons that day~ haha!! though I don't show (again..) I am happy!! haha!! I finally bought something with my own money!! LOL~

anyhow after that we headed back.. and on the train we talked a lot about me~ -.- haha! about how rebellious I am.. ok, I admit, I do a lot of things without telling parents... Afraid of parents is just a form of excuse ba? but a lot of things I wan to do, are things which my parents cannot accept!! =( but of cos I do feel bad each time nor!!!!!!!! =(

I hate that feeling that I want to do something but I cannot do it~ When parents just say don't do it~ no matter how much I want to do it, I'll just not do it already~ Maybe by not letting them know that I am doing it, I don't feel that pressure or the fear that they'll disapprove ba? it has been a habit of mine not to tell parents anything already~ it's wrong but at least there's no ugly scene of quarrelling~ (provided I do not get caught!) it's not easy hiding leh~ its a choice I make, I guess it's something I do have to live with for now... but poing, am I that bad?

1 thing I've realise... when I get too close to someone, I get even more self concious on how they think about me~ & I tend not to talk as easily anymore... =(

Anyhow, we talked about relationships oso~ haha!! I suddenly can think of questions to ask sia! aiyo! I'm always like that~ zzz... Hope I can rem to ask next time =)

can't wait for the next time I see all of my sch friends on grad day..!! hehe~

Hakuna Matata ; 9:21 PM