been ages since I wrote sth here.. on mon, I finally done with the 66qn assignment!!! (well, not all done but I'm happy I managed to do 61 qn!!! heex) a sense of accomplishment~ at least I know I've tried~ Thanks to friends who helped me!! appreciate it!! sadly, that's not even half the battle to clear my degree~ =X tons of new things to revise and catch up~ totally lost again~ but gotta perserver! heex.. many things happened in early jan, but will consolidate everything after exams..
today suppose to study consol.. but head out with sis to run some errands.. n dine out.. came home too tired and lazy.. =X lol~ just watched the last epi of "love blossom 2" its heartwarming... I've always admire those with big family and who are close knitted~ the sharing of joys and sorrows..
but of cos I know that tv just paint the best picture of life.. its never that easy to make decisions or to know exactly what to say or advise people.. and of cos, in life there's too many human behaviour to tolerate and handle.. I admit I'm a very naive person.. always choose to believe the best side of life and admire tv characters.. haha!! but it gives me hope to believe that out there have such things called true love, friendship and kinship..
we always tell ourselves and others to cherish the people we love and who love us.. yet we always end up taking them for granted.. finding excuse such as "its human nature" or "just no time.." or just simply "say easy, but do is difficult". I admit the people who I always take granted for are the people who care enough to ask me "how's my studies", "do you want to eat" or even bother to pick up the fone to sms or call me.. saying sorry does not work anymore.. it just take a minute to contact someone.. and not because you need them, but just to remind them that you remember them and they still mean something to you..
sigh many emotions building inside me these days.. i'm learning to control and let things go.. as well as tell myself, give others what I can give.. as long as I know I've done my part.. if they think its not enough.. den I've nothing more to say... I gotta learn to stop complaining also~ and be happy with what I have =)
right, gonna wash up and do some work~ heex.. to those who are studying~ jia you!!! fight for what you want~ & to those who are working.. no matter how stress work gets, dont give up~ and do rem to relax once in a while.. =)
