♥Friday, March 25, 2011
london bridge is falling down
I'm done~! I don't need you anymore, just like you don't need me. "for all I care, the door is there, you can leave" I did it. Monday I know he will come and tell me, you cannot take leave. I'll fight back although I know it's useless. But I have had enough of being a coward.
Pat said he worked with me for so long, today was the first time he see me so angry. I have never been this angry. I don't have the guts to shout at you, but that is because you are my superior. No matter how angry I am, I should never take the first move to shout at you. If you take the first move, then I will retaliate, that's a promise for myself. But you as a superior, don't have the guts to say me? Did you need to go one round to say me? I will tell you this if you have the guts to say me:
"you said you need a break also. you said you got a lot of money no health also no use. you know this yet you don't even bother to let your staff off. Just because my leave is not for study matter does not mean I am not serious at my work. True enough I am not competent to a certain level yet, but if I want to I will put my all. But for you, humpf (definitely show you back the face you always show when you say this), it is not worth it. You may give increment but it is at the expense of another. NO THANKS! I cannot bear such a thing. Some people can, some people want to backstab others (& I remember clearly you said here don't have such case, now it is happening), I won't. My conscious is clear, I have nothing to fear. Lastly, your application in terms of life situation is bad *shakes head* you know the concept but don't know how to apply. As a leader, you've failed, who are you to judge others?"
After 1 month, I don't ever need to face you again. I'll be happily wasting your money. =) I wonder what will happen on monday. I feel for him but there's nothing we can do. one has to fight for oneself in the world to survive. so, I am definitely glad I've met pat, hk n lk~ =) they're the one who really helped me especially Pat, vetting my english =X lk&hk for accompanying me. REALLY treasure this group of friendship~ of course, there is also yt, who helped when I'm in doubt. hopefully we'll still remain as close once we've all left **.
yesterday met up w lyn&angela~ been a while~ learnt some beauty stuff from them. I really got to learn how to dress up! wanted to bring them to the garden at NEX but we were all busy shopping around tt we didnt even got the time to go 3rd floor onwards! lol.
Going to chill and hopefully I can fully ignore her next week, being angry is sure tiring~
Hakuna Matata ; 10:08 PM
